wooo hooo~
im tired.
but happy =D
pasir ris at 9am.
then to bugis. to get a bus to johore.
tired tired tired~
wenta johore....
headed down to kota raya by bus first.
wenta eat there.
the sambal sea bass was not bad.
the curry chicken and the seafood were not bad too..
took a total of 5 to 6 times of cab the whole day.
the first time was a total waste of money.
went to the wrong place.
and we didnt notice it till we drop off.
second one was to s'mart and carefour.
stupid us hanged around at s'mart..
and forgot to go to carefour... -.-!!
bought dvds there.
bought stealth, starwars, freeze me and appleseed.
then took a cab down to holiday plaza.
walked around. didnt buy anything there.
except for the sweets and gums.
the pricing of clothes there were the same as spore's.
so we didnt bother to buy or what...
after some slackking..
we took a cab down to angsana plaza.
known to be the biggest plaza in johore.
indeed, it was BIG.
walked around. shopped around.
first stop, bought his converse sweater.
then walked walked walked.
slowly, i came across my stuff.
bought my hair accesories..
then my body glove's slippers..
then the latest billabong's female wallet!!!
freaking nice can. and its cheap~
its real goods. there's authentications.then we wenta eat at marrybrown.
or something like that~ bah.gosh. its fast food. but it was darn filling.
we only had black pepper chicken claypot thingy.
it was really filling. hahas~
it was darn cheap too...
imagine eating some western food for 5 bucks?
but in spore, you'll only get it at, at least 10 bucks.
so we continued to walk around.
wenta toilet and so..
wenta change money for taking cab.
then we headed to spore taxi stand to wait for cab;
cab back home~
the taxi took damn loooong okays~
reached home at 930pm =D
am feeling tired, but satisfied.
am damn happy...
dont ask me why.
partially about the trip~
and of course something else =D
am really looking forward to national day.
that night's gonna be fun~
counting down. 10 more days..i am soooo happy. for no damn reason.
hahahas. im insane =D
left my passport with him.
gonna get it from him tomorrow.
as well as some dvds.
a lot like love and mindhunters.
bwahhahas =D
alrights.
gonna clear my pile of untouched homework.
then go out tomorrow.
if not, gonna slog my ass off.
poor me ehs? sobs =x
kkays. gonna go off then.
bwahahas.. im sooooooo happy.
gonna have a very sweet night tonight.
sleep early guys..
byebye.
i miss him; he's mine.
nothing.
but purely shagged!!!
I WANT MY SLEEP!!!finished school.
met mummy.
wenta rumbia settled somethings.
headed to hougang st 51.
for tuition. with kumar.
went through chapter 5 and 6.
am much clearer now =D
came home. ate.
waiting to bathe.
i soooooo wanna sleep.
take a nap at least.
im freaking tired. i really am.
God, BLESS me with some sleep.but no.
work's on at 1730.
but fark. im tired, so tired.
my throat's hurting as well.
its like, what the toot.
i dont wanna work!!
but no, i cant.
allowance aint constant.
so i gotta work work work.
and support the poor me~
what a life~ hahas.
will be out tomorrow.
haiis. God bless i'll have enough rest tonight.
im just worried i cant wake up tomorrow.
laugh my fats out.
ah, gonna go bathe.
needa leave for work soon.
or i'll be late again.
i'm always late. no big deal. =x
kkays. take care.
shall update soon.
when i've enough sleep =Djust joking.
byebye.
its been 2 days since i've been to school.
on mc. im freaking sick. laughoutlouds~
actually on mc for one day.
but too bad, im still having fever.
unfit to go to school. hahas~
home is boring. bah.
sunday was busy. was out till 12 plus.
wenta school on monday feeling sleepy~
on top of that, i still had swimming.
which made me felt nothing but shag by the end of e day.
went home feeling sick.
threw up that night itself.
coughed, flu, fever, throat infection.
wenta see a doc on tuesday.
the clinic was freaking packed, and i was pissed.
had to see a doctor feeling sick for 2 hours?
on a weekday? damn it man.
then came home, sleep.
aiai came to my house. saw me sleeping.
didnt wake me up. thats so sweet of her.
(shant praise her, wings will grow n she'll fly =p)
and by the time i woke up, it was like 430?
so chit chat, slackked, gossipped till 630?
then sent her off~
slackked for the rest of the day.
was far too tired for homework.
slept darn early, from 1130 to this morning's 11am.
woke up. chatted with lester online.
ate my lunch. lester went home.
chatted with jerry. and jerry went off.
preparing for his oral exam later on.
im sooooo gonna get myself in the mood for studying.
gonna do my 2 news article which i owe mrs poh.
study for science standardized test.
dig out all my notebooks for each subject.
start preparing for end of year exams.
and will be having tuition later on at 7pm.
am left with only 5 hours. gonna work hard~
and as for now, gonna go wash up a little.
am feeling sleepy again.. haiis.
and shut myself in the world of books.
okays okays. should get going oreadi.
sorry for not having the tagboard up there.
will do it soon, when im more free and available.
take care guys~ =D
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, Ray aka Daddy =Ddeng dai rang ren you yi zhong bu zi zai de gan jue.
deng dai rang ren bu zhi gai zuo xie shen me.
deng dai shi yi zhong tong ku.
dan na zhong tong ku he shi qu ni ai ren de gan jue shi bu neng bi de.
deng dai ye xu shi dui, dan ye you ke neng shi yi ge cuo wu.
wo bu zhi dao zhe yang de deng dai hui dai lai shen me jie guo..
dan shi wo xiang zhe yang bu gu ren he kao lu de qu deng..
deng yi ge ye xu yong yuan dou bu ke neng fa sheng de shi..
deng yi ge ye xu yi jing bu ai wo de ren..
dan wo xiang zhe yang yi zhi de deng xia qu...
ye xu shi ying wei wo xu yao ta, wo tai ai ta le ba~ <3
okays. school was totally boring today.
how i wish i could just sleep throughout all lessons.
but all the darn lessons have strict teachers. wth~
almost fell asleep several times during home econs..
bwahhas.. its too boring just doing theory~
after lessons, stayed back for companion.
cant believe weeliang's so gullible. hahas~
bingy and me then went for the Dj thingy.
darn cool alrights~ =D
then wenta chit chat with the guys.
then headed home. slept for awhile.
then went back to school.
basically, the talk sucks. sucks big time~
then went home.
work's on tomorrow evening.
sucks sucks sucks~
i dont know if i should continue waiting.i dont know what to do..im lost, again.baby, teach me what to do~
back home finally.
feeling so so so shagged.
woke up at freaking 530 this morning.
reached school at 630.
go so early, i thought got impt things.
in the end, go there slack.
what the heck man.. waste time only~
had performance, classes..
went back to home, slackked, changed.
went out. met darling.
went shopping with her at suntec.
bought ebase shirts. sales sales!!! =D
bought the lacy tubes, the 3-in-1 pack de.
and one v-cut sleeveless...
wanted to go buy clothes from mng initially.
but no nice clothes.. so well, gotta wait.
gonna wait till next pay day..
bet new season shirts will come up...
and im soooo gonna buy them.. hahas~
spent about 50 including darling's n my dinner.
gonna pay off 30 for some craft thingy.
im making some cute little things.. x)
haiis. have yet to complete my geog.
but well, forget it~
im not gonna do them tonight..
im gonna bathe and catch my beauty sleep =D
tomorrow, ah~ retarded.
needa go back to school at night for the streaming thingy.
super darn retarded. i've never felt so sad before.
laughoutlouds =x
oh, did i say there's a funny thing that happened to me?
some working woman thought im
that old.
asked me to join the company, for part or full time.
the monthly pay is still alright.
ask me to call back if interested. hahas..
thats insane man, seriously insane. l0ls~
well well. school's on tomorrow.
and im sooo tired.
i wanna go bathe. then sleep.
then shall update if there's anything funny to talk about.
for now,
bye bye =Dgood night.
baby i miss you <3
updates!!
saturday.wenta settle some stupid thingy.
got it done =D
sunday.met up with kor, chris, joel, lester n shandy.
wenta suntec. cos i wanted to get something actually.
but didnt in the end.. just walked around.
then headed to kovan after that for dinner.
while lester wenta work.
after dinner, kor, chris, joel and i wenta 188.
chiawei, xuanfan, qingxiang, farliana was there too..
hanged around there till 9 plus 10.
then headed home~
monday.wenta school. booring booring..
i forgot what i did.
but rmbered i was falling aslp everywhere. hahas..
had swimming after school.
cant stand wearing that 1 piece swimming costume.
i sooooooooooooo wanna wear back my bikini =x
im feeling sooooooooo weird.
it have been 2 yrs since i've worn my 1 piece. l0ls!
hmm. errrs.. yuppies, i got tanner.
some thought i got burnt. ah~ sadded nehs =(
went home feeling sooo sooo tired.
tuesday.errs. had school. then had pw.
did our sales. and i helped bingy's group.
ended up i scalded myself. pengs arhs~
chris, chiawei and joel was waiting for me..
kor was there, but wenta arcade.
chiawei sent me back.
then headed to 188 together after that..
hanged around. watched the guys bball.
then went back home.. slept =D
wednesday, today.was in school. waited for aiai's pw to finish.
waited for chiawei's asp to finish.
then he sent me back home after that.
came home. settled some problem.
then on come till now. hahas..
have yet to study my history.
but will do it asap. easy easy job~
have been listening to lessons okays~ hahas..
hmmm. need to act tomorrow.
luckily for lower sec only.. bwahahs~
if upper sec oso got see then i got substitute le..
bwahahas~ im good~ lalala =x
haiiyers.. called up mac.
working on saturday 5pm. no life ah..
sians half. but nevermind.
also nowhere to go.. sadded ah.. hhahas..
hmmm. the recent pay sooo little.
gonna go complain. hahas~
hmm. he messaged me. called me.
yesterday and today.
have been avoiding him..
didnt reply him.. haiis.
am i doing the right or wrong thing?
i dont know..
am a little confused.
ah~ shall put that aside first..
have been doing things half-heartedly..
dont know what im thinking also...
i feel that im really ruining his life...
maybe for once, i should get out of his life..
for once and for all.....
but i still miss him. sighs~
i left this blog rotting for 9 days.
have been really busy with school and everything this week.
really busy. so busy till i havent been sleeping..
last friday.hmm. dont quite rmb what happened.
hahahs.. just rmbered i wenta work..
then back home.. lalala =x
last saturday and sunday.didnt do much.
i dont rmb if i worked or not.
but the weekend is basically..
working, or slackking at point's mac till store close.
doing some studying and stuff.
but not for long =p
monday.back to school. feeling darn shag.
had swimming course..
that sam-guy was kinda cute in a sense..
but the instructors looked so darn all.
all 4 guys, none look in their early 20s =x
the swimming course was kinda relaxing.
didnt much enjoyed myself..
but i felt sooo darn relax. hahas~
then headed down to shuwei's place for lit stuff.
got home only at around 8pm.
tired tired tired~
tuesday.school. had some retarded math n science trail.
out of a sudden. school sucks lah. bah.
but everything ended quite fast and smoothly.
went home qucikly, got changed, slackked a little while.
then headed to amy's chalet at aranda.
stayed overnight till next morning.
then wenta school from there. yawns~
wednesday.stayed back for the damn rehearsal.
got home at around 7pm?
headed back to the chalet at night.
seeked help for math.
and to get my specs and clothings back.
got a cab home. tired.
thursday.skipped netball. had drama competition.
after so much of crappy hardwork, and time wastage..
our hardwork paid off.
my class had 2 groups and both got into the finals.
my group won first~ hahas.. cheerios~
got home after that. changed. went out.
met johan for a movie at century square.
watched war of the worlds. the show isnt very nice though.
but i wont say its bad. still okay.
am waiting to watch a lot like love asap~
got home at around 0000 hours.
and slept at 2 plus 3... arghs~ shag.
friday.wenta school reluctantly.
came back from school.
washed up. ate. went to work.
darn tired. wasnt in a good mood today.
my face was extremely black at work.
work sucks today~ lalala.
took a bus back. slept all the way to interchange.
was sooooo darn throw face. hahas.
got home late due to that. bah.
work's on tomorrow.
i dont wanna go. perhaps gonna tell them im getting an mc.
i need my sleep. i need my own time to myself.
haiis. sadded. suddenly feel that i havent been treating myself nice.
i need some time to myself i guess.. hahas..
have been far tooo busy this whole week..
rushing everywhere for everything.. like a mad woman.
i dont know what to do.. feeling darn lost suddenly.
mood swings.. feeling irritated suddenly.
just wanna scold and scold and scold everyone n everything.
just feel that everything sucks. arghs.
well well. guess im going to sleep.
im not in very good mood bahs. haiis.
oh yarhs. have to go back to school 7pm next friday.
for sec3 combi thingy. sucks man.
supposedly going to ray's birthday party.
but guess i cant make it. what the heck man.
ah~ see how things go that day barhs.. boo.
i miss him.i want him to hug me, now.
hey guys!!
sunday.was working on sunday if im not wrong..
hhahas.. i've a bad memory, dont blame me =x
monday.didnt sleep the whole night.
was on the phone with mac frens till 4.
then called jerry korr and chatted till 6am.
then i went out.
went to his block. wanted to wait for him..
and accompany him to work since i've no school.
but sadly, i guess he and i have no fate barhs..
i didnt get to see him..
and i guess i missed the chance..
then headed to mac to look for randall.
slackked and fell asleep at mac several times..
waited for the pigs to wake up.. winnie and wilson =x
then around 10 plus, wenta look for them.
then wenta cut my hair.. hahas..
hairstylist louis. laughoutlouds..
he gave lotsa advices on my hair. booo.
then back to loyang mac. look for darling.
waited for her to finish work.
then headed to SimLim sq to look at electronics stuff.
wanted to get mp3 for our manager..
cos she's celebrating her 21st yah~
but walked to bugis instead..
walked at seiyu and bugis village..
was total boring. boooo~
then after some small disagreements..
we decided to get her a key bracelet from gold heart.
then a ralph lauren perfume.. darn nice can!!
i want that perfume too~ sadded.
then headed back to pasir ris for dinner.
and headed home.. laughoutlouds~
tuesday.went back to school.
feel ultra boring.. and was darn shagg.
cos i didnt sleep at all for like sooooo long..
boooooo.
booooooo. booooooooooo..then fell asleep in class several times.
laughoutlouds.. =pPpP
went home. slackked. changed.
headed down to mac. slackked. do hw.
went home after store closes..
wednesday.went to school also.
with a god damn fever, cough, flu and sore throat.
dying sooon~ laughoutlouds =x
fell asleep in class also...
went home and sleep.
then went down to mac in the evening.
sat till store close.
went home then. bathe and sleep. hahas..
thursday, today~wenta school. was wide awake. hahs..
then had some funny talks in the morning.
went back to lessons..
oh by the way, i skipped netball =x
then at 10am, the australians came..
woahs~!! they are sooo gorgeous =p
then waited till assembly..
saw their performance.. it was fabulous...
i'd give 8 stars outta 10 stars...
carine senior high school, they rock!!! ^^
i went crazy over marco and josh...
the guys in the percussion was soooo darn cool.
the tallest guys there..
one look like guy sebastian bcos of his hair.. hahas.
anyways, i love them. they rock x)
wanna go send them off tomorrow..
am i insane?? but anyway, i miss them loads!!!
well. he smsed me, called me..
but i didnt reply, didnt pick up the call.
im afraid of the quarrels...
even as friends, we quarrel over sms, phone.
i really am tired of all these....
and though i miss him, love him...
but i guess its time to let go..
no point clinging on and make myself look like a fool.
no point getting into the unneccessary quarrels..
i dont know what to do..
his one message stirred up my whole feelings..
i really really am lost~
what to do?? sadd`
anyways. i dont know what i'll be doing.
guess i should be ya know..
finish my dolphin bay.
or go down to mac again tonight.
but that will be super duper ultra boring cum no life.
i've been going there everyday this week.
hahahs. oh yarhs..
swimming course will start on monday.
boooooooo. sucks.
haiiyarhs.. my head is hurting.
im sooo gonna go now.
headache. perhaps getting some rest.
am really tired this few days..
well, i'll update soon barhs.. hahas.
tatas.
no other words to describe my feelings.
tired. just sooooooooooo freaking tired.
last day of the week in school.
took height and weight again.
arghs!! im so freaking upset can~
40kg/155cm. what the toots~!!
nevermind. determinded to slim down.
actually im a little underweight.
but shit larhs! im sooooo short. im pissed!!
then had home econs.
my teacher was and will be mrs ang.
seriously speaking, i dont quite like her..
but ah well~ forget it..
just another 78 days more to go~
lalala~
last day of school.
first day of work.
first day of the month.
which means from now till the 14th day..
mr/mrs get-busted will come visit us..
and im sooooooo scared. boooo.
first time working with angeline..
the restaurant manager...
dont know why others described her till so bad..
i find her friendly and funny though.
like an ah lian.. first impression, damn dao.
bwahhas~ but as time passes by~
the feeling she gives is the same as alice?
i prefer her to irene..
perhaps i just havent seen the other side of her?
ah well. nevermind.. let nature takes its course..
and we'll see how slowly step by step~
worked night shift.
im losing my voice soon.
kinda pms today. hahs..
constantly felt that there's always a change in attitude.
hahas.. i know im insane~
got home at 0000 hours.
slept till 0100 hours. wenta bathe.
then here i am..
im so shag, so very shagged..
work's on 1630 hours tomorrow..
till 2130 hours..
and 1730 hours to 2130 hours on sunday.
no more art lesson on monday most prob.
hahas.. miss ng is the best~!! =pPpP
dont know.. might not wanna meet up with kor n yen.
wanna go cut my hair??
must thin the back and cut fringe.
my this hair style is messy and just messy.
most probably going out with stance..
to her cousin's place to cut cut cut.
not short but just thinning and cutting of fringe.
i dont know larhs.. see how? hahas~
and asking on the cost for rebonding and perming.
might wanna do ceramic perm..
cos its been so very long since i wanna do it..
i shall just ask first~ lalala.
for the past 5 days i havent contact him.
and i doubt i will anymore..
though i miss him.. though i wanna see him..
though i still wanna catch movies with him..
but i think i'll treat him as nothing but memories..
the memories i'd never forget..
i've been trying very hard to control myself..
not to contact him, not to sms or call him..
i've tried not to think of him.. but i cant..
i've tried, i really have tried..
as time passes by, i just feel that he've changed.
gradually changing into someone i dont know..
someone i dont ever wanna know..
hence, i havent looked for him..
i dont deny i've been trying to do things to salvage this broken r/s.
and i dont deny i seriously wanna salvage the love between me n him.
i dont deny i still love him and wanna be with him..
but it takes two hands to clap darling~
i cant find my other hand when i reached out one.
and hence, i'm leading life alone..
walking through all pains and troubles alone..
seeking for that hand which is there for me to be with me..
to care for me, to shower me with love, to love me...
life's hard to lead without him, i admit.
but im getting on with it pretty well..
im able to get over with the fact that i've lost him..
but i dislike myself to the core, for missing him.......
maybe thats the way life goes..
maybe i'll only learn to grow up that way..
maybe i'll only learn to realised things that way.
maybe i'll only see the truth of everything this way..
and maybe...
there'll be a day whereby i find myself not missing him anymore..
the day i get over with everything..
including the love of my life,
him.
gosh. i dislike today.
because of netball.
the god damn sec1s seriously cannot make it.
and that makes me wanna vomit blood.
and that makes my blood boils.
BTH arhs~!!!
then my god damn stomach is hurting like shit.
it hurts like no one's business.
why cant my stomach be more considerate? haiis.
ah.. nevermind. waste of time trying to coax it =x
aiiya. i damn irritated now.
dont know what to say.
just damn farking irritated.
there's school tomorrow.
work tomorrow. saturday. sunday.
im working as if there's no tomorrow.
and perhaps on monday too.
and i've art lesson on monday.
im freaking pissed lorhs. arghs!!!
its freaking youth day for goodness sake!!!
haiis. forget it. i cant be bothered~
well. friday working at 6pm to 10pm.
saturday will be 430 to 930pm.
sunday 530 to 930pm~
haiis. sians half..
but nevermind.
after this week, next weekend i only working friday.
bwahahas.. so next week relax sia.. hahas~
aiiya. dont happy too soon.
things dont turn out to be as expected in the end de.
aiya. forget it.
im freaking troubled.
but whatever.
im going off...
go watch the results then off to lala land.
im shagg. very tired.
not physically but emotionally. haiis.
god ah, help me~
imisshim.
